Seasonology #23: trust

on letting go of tension and embracing trust

Today’s card is an invitation to set aside doubt and trust your instincts.

As someone who’s spent many years doubting themselves, I can say for certain that self-trust is the greatest gift I could ever have asked for. There was only ever me that could give that gift and I’m sad to say that it took me the longest time…

The shift started as I turned 40. I didn’t know it then but the planets were calling me to figure out who I was. Uranus, with its air of mystery and doing things differently, calls us all around that age (err, mid life crisis?) to really look at who we are, that is, if we’ve not already figured it out. I hadn’t.

What is my uniqueness? Who am I?

Of course, for the first 40 years, we’re mostly being conditioned to fit in, to belong, not rock the boat and be a good girl / girlfriend / wife / mum / worker bee. So it’s no wonder we startle and freeze when someone asks “who are you, and what do you want in life?”

I’ve pottered my way through from 40 to 47, gently finding myself along the way… until BOOM! The fast-tracking energy of human design arrived like a fire-cracker to shake it all up and build my self-trust faster than you could say “are you sure?”

Yes, I’m sure. My sacral centre [chakra] says yes. And that’s all I need to know.

Discovering for certain who I’m here to be has changed me in the best way.

I trust myself.

If you want that too, it would be my privilege to support you on that journey. My calendar is open for a free no-strings call to find out just how you can find, love and trust yourself too.